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Tuesday 1 June 2004
High school vandalism
At Secondary School (Ages 11-16). I'm vandalising the school gymnasium at night with lots of other people. The building is suddenly surrounded by teachers and police. Feel trapped.
...furthermore,
you find that youth-typical excitement of danger seductive...less in the sense of actual physical harm...more to your reputation (which as we become older, becomes increasingly important to our poor moulded & glazed selves).
you crave to set the caged in wild animal inside you FREE...
...BUT you fear the consequences of the authoritative and/or constrictive hold of society upon your decisions, very thinly masked by the gleaming democratic, progress promising capitalistic surface.